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Sick Shit Fest 4 [15 Aug 2005|10:54am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

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it never ends [16 Jul 2005|10:24am]
[ mood | shocked ]

Wow, ok ... so this week was fucked.

My Mom's ex-husdand dies in a motorcycle accident in the beginning of the week. I'd say that it was more on purpose because, he was completey drunk and he was a very depressed guy to begin with. She was pretty upset with it considering they were still friends.

Then on Thursday morning my Mom's dog Jake dies. Out of the blue he starts acting strange and we bring him to the vet. Come to find out he was covered in cancerist tumors.

I grew up with that dog, and its really sad. I know some people say "well, its just an animal" ...its definitly more than that, when the dog was in your whole life basically.

The house is so strange without him here.

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[06 Jul 2005|09:16pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Yesterday was my brothers birthday.

He's 2 years old now ... thats so depressing.

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[02 Jul 2005|02:03pm]
[ mood | content ]

Hmph, where to start?

Work is turning to shit. Well, it always has but, this time its worse. Joe left because, he didn't like being the only night manager. Paul and Darnell got fired this week because, they beat the shit out of each other in the stock room. I think Eric left or is leaving very soon to become a head manager at a different place. Its crazy. Andrew and me are the only people left in receiving. It sucks.

Anyways, these past couple weeks have been nothing but crazy. Tonight I'm going with Erik to Cody's house. Their having a big 4th of July party. I guess they have them every year. Cody's expecting 300 people or more to show up. Erik's band and Cody's brothers band is playing and some other band. At the end they're going to set off a shit load a fireworks. At least I have Derricks girlfriend Kat there to talk to.

It should be fun.

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[21 Jun 2005|01:25pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Random survey for girls

Created by unexpectedromancex and taken 42 times on bzoink!

Hm.. About You.
birthdayMay 6, 1986
siblingsMikayla (6) and Zackary (1)
what race are youwhite
weightno idea
hair colorblonde
eye colorblue
label of clothing you wear the mostno idea
jewelry you wear everydayrings
how long is your haira little bit past my shoulders
Yes or No
Do you smokeyes
Do you drinkyes
Are you smartwhen I want to be
Are you niceyes
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you haddon't remember
Have you ever colored your hairmany times
Who do you talk to the most on aim? phoneErik
What's your favorite clothes storedon't have one
Do you wear makeupyes
What size shoe are you7 1/2, 8
What size pants are youno idea
Do you have a cell phoneyes
Love Life..
Are you singleno
If so, do u have a crushno
Are you takenyes
If so,whats his nameErik
How long have you two been togetherlong time
Have you ever been cheated onyes
have you ever cheated on someoneyes
ideal guy in 3 wordsoutgoing, funny, trust worthy
what's a must-have in a guy for youErik
turn offslairs, whores
turn onsErik
Can you tell people things, straight upyes
Whats the stupidest thing youve faught about with your friendsother friends, lies
funniestRob and Jesse
most fun to be withErik, Damien, J.R., Lee, Rob, Jesse, Matt, Justin
movie"But I'm a Cheerleader"
songPsytoxia: "Shocker"
grade11 grade was awesome
time of daynightime

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[10 Jun 2005|10:48am]
[ mood | refreshed ]

Last night I went with Erik and his band to the recording studio. It was a really nice place, I was surprised. Everything went really good and the songs came out better then anticipated.

Tonight I'm going with them to there show at Valentines. Should be interesting with 10 bands lined up.

We shall see.

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[29 May 2005|09:36pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

This weekend was pretty good.

On Friday, I got out of work and went with Erik to band practice. After that we read from a book that we're really into.

On Saturday, Erik and myself went to my Uncle Ron's house. We ended up drinking and sleeping over. We ate dinner with them and played a really funny game. Well, it was funny to us because, we were gone. You had to act out what the cards said. It was a disaster heh. Paul tried throwing me in the pool all night but, didn't happen. Then Erik ended up passing out for a little while and Ron, Paul and myself sang to Meatloaf and a bunch of other music I don't remember. They really want us to move in with them but, we'll see what happens.

Today, Erik and myself got up around 11:00 and got coffee. Laid low for a little while because, I had a massive hang over. Then Erik and myself cleaned out his car, its spotless now. Then my Mom and Jack decided to invite people over to have a little party. It was kind of fun. Erik and I went and got ice cream and then sat on the ground at the park and looked at the sky. It was fun to just relax with him for once because, we're always on the go.

It's just perfect out tonight.

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long night... [19 May 2005|09:44am]
[ mood | happy ]

Last night Erik's band Psytoxia played at the Hudson Duster. It was totally awesome. The first band was just a joke band and they were kind of funny. After that another band that considered themselves black metal rap played. They actually weren't that bad. Then Psytoxia came on and did a great job, I was so excited for them. People started moshpitting and acting crazy. I tryed to take picture of them playing and i got a shit load of them but it was kind of difficult with the stage so high. We'll see what Derrick says later, cause it was his digital camera. It was really crazy after the show too because, everyone was coming up to them saying they were awesome and saying how they couldn't believe it was their first time. The sound guy liked them so much that he's going to get them more gigs. Then this other guy gave the singers Jesse and Rob, a huge bag of pot and a really nice bowl. Just because he liked them so much.

I'm so proud!

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Yay! [06 May 2005|02:32pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Well, I'm 19 now. Am I supposed to feel older or different? Cause I don't. It's not really exciting at all heh. Erik and his Mom got me presents. Erik got me this mushy letter thing and it actually made me cry.

Alright, well I gotta go get dressed now.

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::on a more serious note:: [04 May 2005|08:06pm]
[ mood | weird ]

My birthday is coming up in a couple days. I share it with Blair. I'm not excited about it at all but, hey whatever. Mothers Day is also coming up sooner than hoped. I haven't bought my Mom anything yet, but I definitly will. She's going to be so fucking sad, its going to suck. I don't know how to make her happy, I guess there's not much I can do. My Uncle Ron mentioned to her the other day that we should have the funeral. She wanted to have absolutely nothing to do with talking about it. So, who the hell knows when we'll hold the damn thing. It's kind of depressing thinking about it but thats life for ya. I looked at my old entry's and almost every single one was about her.


Oh yeah, and for people that like to start shit for absolutely no reason WHAT SO EVER! Am I correct? YEAH, i thought so. GROW THE FUCK UP!! Your not in high school anymore. I have real reasons and things I have to deal with, not your petty little bullshit drama that you only start because your bored with your life.

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[04 May 2005|08:02am]
[ mood | amused ]

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just thinking... [01 May 2005|11:55am]
[ mood | okay ]

Finally its May 1st, its seemed like forever for it to arrive. Not that it really matters, nothings exciting to me anymore expect for when i hang out with erik.

Everyone else is just moody, mean, liars, full of themselves, too serious all the time, and just assholes. And people wonder why I don't hang out with anyone anymore. Heh.

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[no comment] [21 Apr 2005|01:45pm]
[ mood | content ]

Erik's mom, step dad and brother come back very soon. That kind of sucks. We have to make the house all pretty for when they get back. There's really nothing much to do cleaning wise.

Well, I got to go ... we're leaving soon to go have a picnic with Brittany and Hallie, I think.

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[ mood | cold ]

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bored... [20 Apr 2005|08:12am]
[ mood | content ]

Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
favorite color:
best physical quaility:eyes
best personality trait:people person
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?yes!
when will you get married?December 23, 2020
your kiss is:polite
People date you because:you're cute
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long night... [17 Apr 2005|01:14pm]
[ mood | awake ]

The whole weekend I've been sleeping over at Erik's house. It's fun! :o) We get this whole house to ourselves for another week.

Last night Erik, Blair and myself went to the Strapping Young Lad show at Saratoga Winners. All of the other bands such as Misery Signals, Reflux, and The Autumn Offering fucking sucked so bad. We spent 90% of the whole show outside. Strapping Young Lad was awesome! The lead singer is freaky as hell looking and he makes the strangest faces. The drummer was absolutely incredable, I was definitly amazed.

We also talked to Justin Tucker half of the whole night. Which was strange because I haven't talked to him in almost a year. He was totally cool, friendly, and nice. I was kind of shocked because, it was such an out of blue type of thing.

Despite having an awesome weekend.

I am annoyed with you and your actions. Why can't you just be yourself and stop trying to be someone else that your not. Its really annoying and getting really old. You think that people aren't catching on but, they are. Trust me, I know more then you think. And if you claim that you are being yourself, then your a real fucking bitch.

Yeah, just step on the people that actually care about you. Thats smart.

Whatever. I'm done.

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[09 Apr 2005|07:16pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I don't want Tuesday to arrive or ever even happen but, its going to. I wish I could just destroy it and make it disappear, but it won't. I have to face it, well I don't have to but, I'm going to. Just because I have the right to. Erik's mom is thinking differently all of a sudden but, fuck her.


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pretty weather [07 Apr 2005|03:33pm]
[ mood | calm ]

It's been awhile sents the last time I updated. Theres not much to write I guess. Hmm...

Last night was pretty cool with all the candles and stuff. I had fun because, we were trying to do something else, even though it didn't work out. I like the idea of trying to do other things no matter what. It brings excitment to life in a way.

I'm definitly going to dye my hair back to bleach blonde. I'm so sick of coloring my hair black practically every fucking month. It's annoying. Blonde hair is much easier to deal with. At first I'm going to have to strip it, just because I don't want to shock my hair and have it fall out or something.

Strapping Young Lad is coming to Saratoga Winners I think next week. I'm excited! I really like that band and the singers voice is awesome. :o)

Well, its April and I think towards the end of the month my family is going to have my grandmothers funeral. Finally, get her ashes into the ground and have somewhat of a straight mind about it all. It'll suck though, because we're all starting to get used to her being gone. I don't know maybe I'll feel even better but, I doubt it. Easter wasn't the same without her. It was her favorite holiday besides Halloween. It was just strange and kind of depressing. Everyone in my family acted weird and I think that was the cause of it.

April 18th means I've been at JoAnn's for an entire year. I don't know what to think of that, I think it makes me sick to my stomach. Heh.

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[24 Mar 2005|08:20pm]
[ mood | amused ]

The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.

Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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X_X [21 Mar 2005|04:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I was supposed to go to work today ... but I called in.

Oh well, -$40.00 or something like that. I spent the whole morning with Erik and he put in applications all over. Now he's doing band practice.

Took my 5-hour over again with Brittany on Saturday. So, I'm going to be signed up for a road test any day now. Which should be cool. After I get my license and my own car I will start going to college for once. That was my plan anyway, to get a car before i went to college. Just so I wouldn't have to obligate people to take me all the time.

Well, I have nothing interesting to talk about. I'm bored out of my mind.

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